Dear God

Dear God

I have to ask you a very serious question. Why am I here? No, not "Why am I on earth" but why did you put me with this particular man. Why am I his wife? You know what kind of person I am. A loving, very affectionate person. Very sentimental. You have put me with a man who is none of those things. A person who only cares about himself. Why have you done this to me. Haven't I lived a hard enough life. You gave me parents who didn't love me, you allowed me to be molested by my father's friend. All I wanted is to be loved and you took that away from me also. What have I done that is so bad that you would give me a husband who only cares about himself or his blood family? Who is selfish, verbally abusive, emotionally abusive and to top it off an alcoholic.

Why am I being punished? What have I done that I must be punished in this way? Why don't you tell me. Please answer me I need to know.

Sincerely
Meme